...in my kinky experience since a good friend of mine had to moved in to my apartment. I don't know how long she'll stay but I'm not able to live continuously as Christine for some time for sure.
I wanted to be friendly and calm so a week after my last post I suspended the experiment and masturbated two or three times a week. As usual my urge to crossdress faded away and I was back to normal.
I didn't feel upset since my friend is more important. On the other hand I happened to discover that while being a full time man with regular masturbation is so much easier but also much less pleasing and sexually satisfying than being chaste as a man and enjoying my femininity and the mini orgasms from anal stimulation. At least this is how I feel without having a sexy girlfriend who would radiate more femininity then me.
Back in the game again
While I'm still just occassionally able to dress like Christine wants, for over a week now I'm in male chastity again and playing body and anal games only. It's amazing! Whenever I see a porn scene or even just a beautiful naked girl, my body shivers and I get the same feeling in my stomach that you feel when you're in love. Of course my ability to focus on the everyday tasks has weakened at some degree as I'm experiencing an almost constant state of arousal.
I'm going for six whole weeks in this state as I've heard that this is the ideal timeframe for experiencing the maximum effects of male chastity and the increasing arousal. After that time - they say - the body adjusts to the reduced sexual strain and you start to loose interest in sexual fantasies. And that's really not what I want! :)
As you can see I've got a lot of nice and interesting comments and tons of messages on YouTube, so next time I'm going to write about my thoughts regarding to my friendly audience.