Saturday, August 30, 2008

Sharing the secret with the world




Until a few months ago, I felt I have a lifelong secret that's connected to my personality and should be kept hidden inside me since it's not considered "normal". Therefore it could harm my image in general and my chances for more serious friendships and relationships. 

Well, I still feel I should not come out completely with my dual personality (I mean in my real life), but sharing my thoughts and feelings seem to help me and others to understand what's going on with ourselves and what can be achieved. On the net I've learned a lot about crossdressers, transsexuals and gender issues in general but also about kinky stuff like chastity and orgasm denial games for both males and females. I've discovered there are so many interesting and fun things that are far from being "normal" that I no longer feel I should feel ashamed about anything that crosses my mind.

Creating this blog and sharing my videos on YouTube and other places gained me an amazing amount of attention and honest talk. My videos have been viewed more than 125 000 times and hundreds of messages and comments make me certain that people are curious and pleased to read and see honest experiences. I even got nice comments from girls and that makes me very happy as I feel we are not limited to the understanding and friendliness of our own gender only. It's important since I'm into heterosexual partnerships and I'm still waiting for my ideal girl to appear in my sight. Despite my kinky experiments and unusual behavior I am pretty confident among women. I just figured there's more fun in life that just acting like one gender or another. 

New videos - but not for everyone

Anyway, if you read my blog you already know that in my feminization experience I've gone farther than just crossressing. I was thinking a lot about showing more but at first I didn't want to be too graphic. On the other hand I've got many requests even from straight but curious guys to show more. Since my female side is so kinky and shameless that she feels bad not to show what makes her - and possibly some others - so aroused, I decided to share some uncensored videos with all of you who are interested. They might be tacky or just too graphic, I hope it will not disappoint you.

YouTube is not the appropriate place for such movies so I've uploaded them to other places. You can find the links on the right at the weblinks section.

60 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am a Bi Curious Man. and am a lot like you!!

I love to dress up and do the same stuff.

My Wife Helps me too sometimes!!

We are both horned up looking at your video!!!

You are HOTT!!!!

Wish we could join you sometime!!!

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

You are definitely a cutie, and hot as well! You will find that this is a progressive process... Christine will lead you into new and exciting realms. You embody a certain quality that others find attractive. I think that ultimately you will start showing your face. Only then will you be truly naked. And only then will Christine be as powerful as she needs to be. But you're young, this is an evolutionary process, you've got plenty of time, no hurry. Just enjoy the ride. You've got plenty of enjoyment ahead of you, that's for sure.

Anonymous said...

I'm a straight acting guy who loves f*cking T-Girls, there so sexy and fem and the sex is incredible....I stumbled over your link on You Tube and boy, your second vidoe got me cumming for hours. Have u got a profile on TVCHIX? WOuld just love to meet u, treat you like a real lady and watch you drool as you sucked on my thick black cock, then get u on all fours, on polished floor and enter you deep, slapping my balls against yours...God I want you so much....XX Billy

Anonymous said...

I see your movies, i'm very exciting by this.
I see you just on you tube, and i'm interesting on you, your feminilization start to be very incredible, you must continue in this.
I want to konow more of you.
Bye
Joe

Anonymous said...

Now ain't those the finest vdo's

You comin all out is a Natural thing...It shows in the moves and the xcitement...Real fine..

Though, you gotta know, a man hava be dead not to get all turned on by that sexy body...

JimDaddy

Anonymous said...

I want to see some more pics and vids of you wearing stockings with those heels!

Anonymous said...

After 5 years of search and research on every t-gendered porn on the net, to find someone who makes a perfect feminization of his female feet combined with kinky understanding of women's complicated femininity- which I think is deeply involved in man's own imagination- You are the first one who has done it best. watching your video in youtube was enough for me, but last night I returned to watch it one more time, and found your new astonishing video here. I couldn't help myself, I was hypnotized by that effect of the great image that you created: feet that have soul, feet/toes/legs who can talk like they are a complicated woman, they were being fucked by that beautiful dildo, hung like an urban statue,black together with those heels, the rhythm of your ride really was showing how you were enjoying yourself as a woman. I think you must be a thinker,intellectual who is well aware of visual aesthetics and deep places of human mind. as the composer R.Wagner was experiencing the unity in being androgyne.
I have beautiful feet, too. and I get turned on just by looking at them,sometimes I paint them deep red... I have too many imagined fantasies lived with me. I hope some day I can depict them into movies, but I am not sure about the courage of doing them in my real life. Congradulations Christine, you made a unique thing which I was looking for,unbelievable, but it had to be you to do it.My perfectionist side was in search of your video for years. please make more videos that can represent your deep emotional feminine feet thought/images that inject themeselves into my soul and will cum out physically as...I can feel that unity

Anonymous said...

i like to much your wonderful and beautiful legs and feet
i like see you wear sexi shoes and tights always
please write me at edy1118@hotmail.com
i want know all about you
your videos are great

Mishka27 said...

Wow!

You are gorgeous. You seem to REALLY like having that big plastic dick inside you----your legs were flapping around so much while you rode that thing so deep, i kept waiting for you to cum right there!

SERIOUSLY, you need to show us more---the dirtier, the better---you are so hot when you fuck like a girl. And you need to start thinking about a real dick sliding into that tight ass....It's a big step. but how else can you REALLY know how a girl feels? Plus, I think you'll end up loving it!

Anonymous said...

I love the long red nails and toes. Such a turn on.

Anonymous said...

sweetie,

wonderful vids. especially your nails and those arched feet when you seem about to cum . . . lovely. do show us your gurly juice trickling down your feet and toes, too -- glistening in that delectable way.

licorice

Anonymous said...

Hi,

I must say, you have such a sexy body, my only thought is to have sex with you. I'm not gay, I would like to have sex with you in your female role, but I must say, you have a sweet cock too!
Please make more videos of you!
I would like to see a vid where you have a "mini" orgasm, that would be fine.. ..hmmm!

Kisses :-)

Anonymous said...

Great ! thanks a lot for sharing it.

I love your amazing toes. many women could be jealous of your gorgeous foot.

Fantastic ass fuck too. But I really would like to see you have a juicy girlie orgasm ... Next video ?

thanks again.

Anonymous said...

Thanks for the visit - love the shoes, toes and bikini line. Did you do them yourselves (the toes and bikini, of course)?

There are lots of girls like us - and there *are* women out there as well as men who enjoy us (thank goodness!) Don't know where you are, but I know of at least one near DC who is about your age (maybe a bit younger) and looking....I only wish I were young enough for her. You might be...

SissyNYC
femme@feelings.com

Anonymous said...

Straight male here...the videos were just unbearably sexy and incredible.
Can you put sound in them next time?

Very interesting. The persistence to not use penis stimulation is something I should try - the anus is very much like a vagina in some respects!

By the way, your penis is very good looking. Healthy and uncircumcised, I love it. I'd love to see it hard and toyed with.

Please make more videos!

Anonymous said...

wow. i want to try this. i, too, am a crossdresser and like taking on that feminine role. what turns me on about you and your vids are your feminine characteristics and i try to imagine myself as you.

thank you for sharing everything!! more blogs and vids please!

priscilla said...

love your blog and videos, Christine, so well done.

How do you shave your bum and back, the places you cant see?

Anonymous said...

how about a video with christine in full motion with a sexy women. Bring out her lesbian side. Hmmmmm

Anonymous said...

You should sign up and post your videos over at Tube8.com :)

Anonymous said...

Hi, Christine, I´can´t belive you are so perfect, please contact with me and please guide me, please, dapigi10@hotmail.com, continue with your experience.

Anonymous said...

Cristine, you are so wonderful. Can you put a video of you having an orgasm from riding the dildo?

laura andrea said...

hi christine

i wish you'll post some about the way you started all this, from the very first time you wanted to dress to this days.

I think you are quite unique in the online life, i spect and want that you share more of you with us, the people who enjoy in many ways your xperiment.

And the sound even if it's just the sound of your heels would be incredible.

laura andrea

James said...

Just wanted to say, the most incredible thing I have ever seen, please keep posting!

Anonymous said...

WOW!!!! How long is that dildo? Did you have to work up to that size, or did you just jump on that one and ride? That is so hot. You could do more of those videos, and get no complaints from me. Change it up a bit though....would love to see some hosiery and dresses. Thanks for the demonstration.

Anonymous said...

please, post more videos, i'm fom brazil, and i really looove your videos, you are very very sexy...kiss - eriksex69@yahoo.com

Vania Romano said...

Hello Cris,
I'm a Portuguese crossdresser and I think we have lots in common. Although I am almost in my fortys I've a nice body and I'm a foot fetish lover and highheels entousiastic. I'm a lucky gurly because I've nice a feminine foot and a great collection of sandals shoes and boots. Also plenty of pics if want to see them.
I have to congratulate you for your amazing blog and videos I considerer the besta I have seen and make me very inspired.
I would love to no more about you, can we chat somewhere?
Maybe msn: vaniaromano @ hotmail.com

Anonymous said...

Hello, I've seen just a bit of your experiment but I loved it! keep it up!

Actually, it it's not too much to ask, I'd love to tris this myself, my mail is the.lone.walker@gmail.com if you can tell me how did you get those legs please, but if you don't want that's ok.

Anyway, keep experimenting!

JayBastahd said...

omg i feel the same way! please keep posting! :(

serge2110 said...

Wow, i stumbled across one of ur vids on Yout, because i'm a feet-lover, then read ur blog, now i just watched the first of ur uncensored vids. Sweety, i've been cd-ing for over 30 years and i wish i had a body like u do! Please don't let any1 tell u otherwise, there's nothing wrong with u, in fact, u are perfect!!

Anonymous said...

PLEASE MORE KINKY MOVIES

/straight guy

Anonymous said...

You are amazingly hot. God, I would lovo to talk to you as Christine. You should be treated like a lady. Please keep posting.

Kisses from Brazil

Anonymous said...

would be more than willing to pay huge $$$ for downloadable vids similar to those on xhamster...please consider exploring this side of yourself in such a manner!

tstv admirer

Anonymous said...

hey thr!
where have you been... ive been checking this page like everyday for over a month now!
we want more of christine!

sissy joy said...

wow, great legs!

Creative Distractions Studios said...

I truly wish there was a way i could get in contact with you. I never thought I would ever come across someone who shares the same thoughts, interests and feelings as I do. I am the genuine article and not some bait and switch folk who wants to bash you. I really want to chat with you, even if it's through e-mail. I've seen all of your videos and read all of your articles. I really needed to know how much you were into this and I needed to know how much we shared. Please contact me if you can.

Nirav said...

i am male i want to be a femele because i like to were female clothes like bra,penty,dress,sarees,skirts and i wane sexy bob pussy inshort i wish to transform into female...any one have a idea ???

cutetoelover said...

Tell the world more about your experiences please!!!

Claire Delilah Jane Black said...

What a great idea and well written. The vids are a bonus. A brilliant angle to come at this issue from!

Do come visit me at my blog and let me know what you think. I'd like to list your site under my Friends links, so let me know if that's ok.
Janie

Anonymous said...

hi Christine, I am Pierre, from France, and I would love to exchange mails or chat with you. Hot kisses from France. Pierre. belamant44@hotmail.fr

Cassie Play said...

Hi Christine... I haven't stopped by in a while. The vids I have seen so far are way HOT! You have such great legs and know hot to strut your stuff. I just got started with my blog but I will never perfect that walk!

Lee said...

Christine, the only word I could use to describe what I see in your video production is: delicious.

The beautiful contours of your feet, the glossy red nail polish, the elegent toe rings all wrapped up in those hot strappy heels show me that you fully harnessed your female side and know how to hypnotize men like me.

If you ever need help with further productions, please email me at blckftslv@gmail.com.

Pierre said...

Hello Christine, It's absolutely exciting to see you playing with this black dildo and how you take pleasure dancing on it and filling your ass long and deep... I really would love to be there to see you playing and dancing on your dildo, and hear you whispering and moaning when you give and take this pleasure. you say you are hetero and I am sure you are. I see and I believe that when you play like this, you really feel you are a woman playing on a man's cock... I would love to see better your sweet pussy when push and pull the dildo in and out, so nicely and so hard, and I would love to see your soft pussy after gaping and fluttering after a long love like on your videos... And of course I would love to be the man that can rub your beautiful body, you marvelous long legs, your soft belly, your sensual butt and your so exciting feet and toes... and the most exciting for me is when you rub your marvelous feet and toes with your elegant hands and fingers. Hummm.... your fingers and your toes playing on my cock... I am fallen in love... Hot kisses for you from France. Pierre. belamant44@hotmail.fr

lbworship said...

if I knew your personally I would ask you to become my girlfriend...
the scene where you take off your panties is the most naughty thing I have ever seen...
please show us trying a vibrator and some dancing maybe!

Keep up the good work

Anonymous said...

te quiero
i love you Christine
more please vids
mas videos por favor

Anonymous said...

hi,
I accidentaly found you on youtube en came to this blog and I gotta say you are hot. Very hot. Your video on youtube got me aroused, but your uncensored movies got me masterbating. I would love to have sex with you. keep posting!

Anonymous said...

are you gonna update your info someday soon? what you've been up to? is your sexperiment dead or in pause? i know i had a great day when i first watched your vids in YT and then on XH, wow, keep doing it, don't forget your fans.

Laura

Anonymous said...

You are the SEXIEST, HOTTEST, SENSUAL and FEMININE WOMAN. You should be a Playboy Playmate of the Year. I love your soft smooth skin, your gorgeous glamorous hands, polished nails, feet and legs. You wear perfect sexy black shoes and jewelry.

You make the the best foot and leg fetish videos. You are a WORLD CLASS PIECE OF ASS! You are hotter than any girl Donald Trump has dated or any model ever. I would worship you and treat you like the princess that you are. I am begging and pleading with you, please play and stroke your gorgeous shemale cock and please film a cum shot at the end of every video. Please make more pantyhose videos with your shemale cock hard.

Thank you, thank you, thank you for making these videos. You are so special and I only wish you happiness. Whoever dates you is the luckiest person. Take care and please post more XXX videos.

Respectfully,
Jennifer (USA

CrysZX2 said...

MTF here, and I must ask, HOW do you get such beautiful legs!? I would love to have more feminine legs, but don't want to take HRT yet.

Anonymous said...

Wow you have a gorgeous body, please let us see more, kisses.

Anonymous said...

You are simply perfect!
Your feet are delicious and your legs, hands and everything.
If you travel someday to Spain please email me I would love to meet you and show you my country and everything you want.
doni636@live.com
I coulb be looking you hours and always find a reason to be watching you longer.
Kisses and continue you are the perfect female.

Anonymous said...

Did you take down the weblink to the videos (not the youtube ones, they're great) Hope you'll repost them somewhere. Thanks for sharing your journey.

Anonymous said...

btw, I'm a totally hetero guy,(not homophobic) now in my 50's, who explored his femme side in a relationship with an older sexually dominant woman when I was far less hairy & in my mid 20's. Learned a lot about my self that served me well in life as much or more with others, as myself. I'm happily divorced (from someone else)and have 2 grown children I'm close with.

Anonymous said...

hi,

pls leave a mail to cracker143@gmail.com

thanks

Anonymous said...

I just viewed one of your videos and found it very arousing. Now, knowing that there's more behind it, makes the whole thing more intriguing/interesting. Increasing one's "sexuality quotient" can be tough no matter how you go about it. Your method seems to be bringing pleasure to everyone. To that I say, "More power to you."

yoprst said...

I saw your video, and i think that you the most beautiful "woman" i've ever seen. Could you repost your video or just send to my email? I would love to see more. Dont stop, you make world better^_^

Anonymous said...

I was wondering what happened to your links of your other videos on youtube? I myself have felt the same way so I'm very curious about it. Please send me a link to your other videos Blueman01@bigstring.com

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gerardo sanchez said...

Hola
Me gustan tus videos eres muy bella tienes un cuerpo muy femenino me encanta tu cuerpo envía videos a mi correo te admiro y respeto mucho espero me envíes videos,por favor espero recibir noticias saludos.